Things ain't going right enough, at least not what I expected.
Just felt so tired, for everything I've been trying, and afterall it's still zero.

Searching jobs high and low, an unexpected call while having dinner,
afterall, still I got rejected. I'm fine with it, just sick of being rejected,
and seeing all the "Thank you" emails, just made me so tired.

Mind went whirl while having the test on Friday,
messed up my thoughts, which I don't even understand, why I got all my principles upside down.
It's not suppose to be that case, but still it turn out to be. What's done cannot be undone.
I was just holding on to this little hope, that I don't screwed the test too badly.

All along, the smile, the brave front that I'm putting on, is not pure enough.
Believe it or not, I say I'm okay with it, I've gotten use to being rejected.
But actually, deep down, I know I'm still hanging on to some hopes.

Lost my transperth card while travelling yesterday.
Yes, sucha careless mistake.
I need to wake up from my dream, seems like I've been living in a mist this week.
Time to wake up, time to brace myself up again,
after all the down feelings.

I need a hot bath, to to remind me that, everything's gonna be okay,
it's just about when is the time.
Pray for me. I will be grateful.

Do you know when you're in a faraway place,
in your small little room, having your mind blank,
your thoughts will start to wonder around, sinking deep down in thoughts.

Went back for my Winter break, I would say,
the perfect month, and I couldn't ask for anything more.
So glad that nothing much changes, still the usual warmth as before.
The moment you step down the plane, seeing all the familiar faces,
just made you smile like you never smiled before.
Meeting all the friends, the short catching up session,
still as sweet and close. That's the feeling.

Time spent there, described as short, sweet, fast.
Yes, treasured it so well. I'm really really glad to have them as my parents.
Know I've been saying this for umpteen times, but pardon me for saying it over again,
they're the best parents I could ever ask for.

When I'm back here, found myself thinking, is it a right thing to go back for the month?
Cause, all the home-sick feelings are back, and it lasted for 2 days or more.
That's not a good feeling, although knowing that, you've gotten use to it long ago.
But nonetheless, not regretting for going back, cause it's way too awesome.

Sincerely, thank you.

Yes, its the holidays. now.
No excitement, not feeling any bit excited at all.
Don't ask me why, as there are no explanations.

A good Friday, I'm supposed to be out, to enjoy my holidays.
But well, nothing is open today, not even public transport. SIGH.
Too much things to be completed,
its supposed to be study week i supposed.
Test and assignments, piling up one by one.

Songs ringing constantly at my ear,
I miss MUSIC so badly, so not me,
not touching any instrument for 2 months,
this feeling sucks.
Solely by listening to songs, isn't enough.
You just need to play it by your own hand, feeling it by heart.
No accompaniment of instrument,
makes you feel so bored when you're lonely.
Alright, I shall stop complaining.

Been in sort of dilemma recently.
I need job so badly, submitted my resume's,
but no news yet. Will i get any news by next week?
I hope so.
Should I or should I not go back during July.
Yes, I miss my home country, friends family, so badly.
On the other hand, i wished to work here, to earn some extra income.
Lead me to the right decision.

Perseverance is what I need.

Heyheyhey, how long since I've been here.

Can't believe, it's been 2 months since I've been in Perth,
yes 2 months. So fast ain't it?
Things had been fine.
Counted as more or less settled.
Just that academic part somehow domineering.
Just gonna hang on through it.
I should treasure and be glad that I had this chance to came by,
I shouldn't be procrastinating.

Went all sorts of places, but not all yet.
Good enough. Balancing the work and fun,
loving this kind of life currently.

Know what, during your free time,
you can't just stone there, looking through pictures on website and stuffs,
I swear it makes your heart turn so silent, deep down in thoughts,
thinking how each and everyone is doing,
wondering how are they, and missing the times of hanging out,
missing the time of chatting, where the time just pass by without realizing it's been hours since the conversation started.
how reminiscence.

Thing's are not always turn out as expected,
and unexpected things happen unexpectedly,
hang on through it,
there will always be a pathway that leads you out.
Persevere through with a smile, the best solution.

There's this woman, when I was with my friend,
she said it to her:
"don't forget to smile".

Alright, week 1 of school officially over.
In fact, tomorrow is the second week.
Well, I wouldn't say its really alright for me.
Classes hasn't been easy.
It's all by our own.
Printing lecture notes, doing pre-reading,
understanding every part on our own.
If not you might just get so so lost in your lectures/tutorials.

One thing that I'm worrying, the lab sessions.
According to seniors, its fun and cool,
but its like every lab they are observing what you're doing,
even counting marks on almost every session.
gosh, how serious it sounds like.
I'm so afraid, but I just gonna do my besttt.

I am feeling the stress upon each coming lecture/tutorials/labs/workshops.
There's just too much stuffs for me to do day by day.
Workload just gonna increase unexpectedly.
I needa like chill myself down, preparing for study mode on,
after the weekend, and yes tomorrow is Monday.

And know what, there's like groupings in workshop.
I hope they are all good group mates to work with.
If not I might be feeling how lost.
Pray pray pray.

That's all for now.

Here are some photos of Perth:




My room! :)





The sunset view from my hostel :) PRETYYY NICEE





The Perth City View




Green is common in Perth





The BLUE BLUE SKY!





The crystal clear sea!


Thats all for now, gonna post in on Fb soon enough!

So didn't really get the chance to explore the city yet,
without my smartrider card (like ez-link), and my student ID,
which I can't really do anything in the moment just yet.

Trust me, another day without internet for the 3rd day in Perth.
Emotions, pictures, situation just flashed through,
as I got nothing to do at night,
no books, no shows, NOTHING.
And yes, its the 3rd day which i broke down, for around 10 minutes,
waking up in a sense, urging myself to head to bead at 10pm,
without thinking any further.

On going days and days, I was fine afterall.
Got my internet connection like finally,
I was skyping with family and friends,
which made me find back the heart-warming feeling,
yes it's a good day, i said to myself.

Soon, I begin to get use to the life in Perth,
and yes I'm pretty satisfied with it.
As it's really a different experience for me.
Attended most of the orientation programmers,
I must admit, it's hard to catch what they are speaking,
I just got to get use to it soon enough.
But, I met 2 friends from Malaysia, and I felt so happy about it :)

Days passed by which I went to the city by trains, bus.
Yes the city is big enough, with all the shops, like Cotton On, etc,
but yeah, stuffs are super ex over here,
its like dollar to dollar as Singapore.
Went to cottlesloe beach as well,
was so amazed by it.
Beach water is crystal clear, which the color makes you feel so peaceful.
Except the weather part turns me off,
it's burning hot over here, which max is 40 degrees I've experienced.
I went to the night view in Perth as well,
the scenery just made me "jaw dropped".
Wanted to take some pictures, but I was at the ferry port,
where the lightnings in the building are just too far away,
which nothing had been captured.

Orientation somehow ended,
met some seniors who are doing Pharmacy as well,
and they speak exact same thing.
Which got me feel the stress coming on even before classes start.
I need to do well, go on smoothly with the 4 years I'm doing over here,
I'm praying to myself, Yes I need to pull myself together,
to hang on.
The advices alerted me that, It's not gonna be easy,
since I'm here, I should just do the best.
I can't be possibly letting my parents down,
the amount of hard-earn money that they put in for me,
it's more than i could ever ask for.

Bless me for classes starting on Monday,
weeks or even years.
cya!

Things ain't going right enough, at least not what I expected.
Just felt so tired, for everything I've been trying, and afterall it's still zero.

Searching jobs high and low, an unexpected call while having dinner,
afterall, still I got rejected. I'm fine with it, just sick of being rejected,
and seeing all the "Thank you" emails, just made me so tired.

Mind went whirl while having the test on Friday,
messed up my thoughts, which I don't even understand, why I got all my principles upside down.
It's not suppose to be that case, but still it turn out to be. What's done cannot be undone.
I was just holding on to this little hope, that I don't screwed the test too badly.

All along, the smile, the brave front that I'm putting on, is not pure enough.
Believe it or not, I say I'm okay with it, I've gotten use to being rejected.
But actually, deep down, I know I'm still hanging on to some hopes.

Lost my transperth card while travelling yesterday.
Yes, sucha careless mistake.
I need to wake up from my dream, seems like I've been living in a mist this week.
Time to wake up, time to brace myself up again,
after all the down feelings.

I need a hot bath, to to remind me that, everything's gonna be okay,
it's just about when is the time.
Pray for me. I will be grateful.

Do you know when you're in a faraway place,
in your small little room, having your mind blank,
your thoughts will start to wonder around, sinking deep down in thoughts.

Went back for my Winter break, I would say,
the perfect month, and I couldn't ask for anything more.
So glad that nothing much changes, still the usual warmth as before.
The moment you step down the plane, seeing all the familiar faces,
just made you smile like you never smiled before.
Meeting all the friends, the short catching up session,
still as sweet and close. That's the feeling.

Time spent there, described as short, sweet, fast.
Yes, treasured it so well. I'm really really glad to have them as my parents.
Know I've been saying this for umpteen times, but pardon me for saying it over again,
they're the best parents I could ever ask for.

When I'm back here, found myself thinking, is it a right thing to go back for the month?
Cause, all the home-sick feelings are back, and it lasted for 2 days or more.
That's not a good feeling, although knowing that, you've gotten use to it long ago.
But nonetheless, not regretting for going back, cause it's way too awesome.

Sincerely, thank you.

Yes, its the holidays. now.
No excitement, not feeling any bit excited at all.
Don't ask me why, as there are no explanations.

A good Friday, I'm supposed to be out, to enjoy my holidays.
But well, nothing is open today, not even public transport. SIGH.
Too much things to be completed,
its supposed to be study week i supposed.
Test and assignments, piling up one by one.

Songs ringing constantly at my ear,
I miss MUSIC so badly, so not me,
not touching any instrument for 2 months,
this feeling sucks.
Solely by listening to songs, isn't enough.
You just need to play it by your own hand, feeling it by heart.
No accompaniment of instrument,
makes you feel so bored when you're lonely.
Alright, I shall stop complaining.

Been in sort of dilemma recently.
I need job so badly, submitted my resume's,
but no news yet. Will i get any news by next week?
I hope so.
Should I or should I not go back during July.
Yes, I miss my home country, friends family, so badly.
On the other hand, i wished to work here, to earn some extra income.
Lead me to the right decision.

Perseverance is what I need.

Heyheyhey, how long since I've been here.

Can't believe, it's been 2 months since I've been in Perth,
yes 2 months. So fast ain't it?
Things had been fine.
Counted as more or less settled.
Just that academic part somehow domineering.
Just gonna hang on through it.
I should treasure and be glad that I had this chance to came by,
I shouldn't be procrastinating.

Went all sorts of places, but not all yet.
Good enough. Balancing the work and fun,
loving this kind of life currently.

Know what, during your free time,
you can't just stone there, looking through pictures on website and stuffs,
I swear it makes your heart turn so silent, deep down in thoughts,
thinking how each and everyone is doing,
wondering how are they, and missing the times of hanging out,
missing the time of chatting, where the time just pass by without realizing it's been hours since the conversation started.
how reminiscence.

Thing's are not always turn out as expected,
and unexpected things happen unexpectedly,
hang on through it,
there will always be a pathway that leads you out.
Persevere through with a smile, the best solution.

There's this woman, when I was with my friend,
she said it to her:
"don't forget to smile".

Alright, week 1 of school officially over.
In fact, tomorrow is the second week.
Well, I wouldn't say its really alright for me.
Classes hasn't been easy.
It's all by our own.
Printing lecture notes, doing pre-reading,
understanding every part on our own.
If not you might just get so so lost in your lectures/tutorials.

One thing that I'm worrying, the lab sessions.
According to seniors, its fun and cool,
but its like every lab they are observing what you're doing,
even counting marks on almost every session.
gosh, how serious it sounds like.
I'm so afraid, but I just gonna do my besttt.

I am feeling the stress upon each coming lecture/tutorials/labs/workshops.
There's just too much stuffs for me to do day by day.
Workload just gonna increase unexpectedly.
I needa like chill myself down, preparing for study mode on,
after the weekend, and yes tomorrow is Monday.

And know what, there's like groupings in workshop.
I hope they are all good group mates to work with.
If not I might be feeling how lost.
Pray pray pray.

That's all for now.

Here are some photos of Perth:




My room! :)





The sunset view from my hostel :) PRETYYY NICEE





The Perth City View




Green is common in Perth





The BLUE BLUE SKY!





The crystal clear sea!


Thats all for now, gonna post in on Fb soon enough!

So didn't really get the chance to explore the city yet,
without my smartrider card (like ez-link), and my student ID,
which I can't really do anything in the moment just yet.

Trust me, another day without internet for the 3rd day in Perth.
Emotions, pictures, situation just flashed through,
as I got nothing to do at night,
no books, no shows, NOTHING.
And yes, its the 3rd day which i broke down, for around 10 minutes,
waking up in a sense, urging myself to head to bead at 10pm,
without thinking any further.

On going days and days, I was fine afterall.
Got my internet connection like finally,
I was skyping with family and friends,
which made me find back the heart-warming feeling,
yes it's a good day, i said to myself.

Soon, I begin to get use to the life in Perth,
and yes I'm pretty satisfied with it.
As it's really a different experience for me.
Attended most of the orientation programmers,
I must admit, it's hard to catch what they are speaking,
I just got to get use to it soon enough.
But, I met 2 friends from Malaysia, and I felt so happy about it :)

Days passed by which I went to the city by trains, bus.
Yes the city is big enough, with all the shops, like Cotton On, etc,
but yeah, stuffs are super ex over here,
its like dollar to dollar as Singapore.
Went to cottlesloe beach as well,
was so amazed by it.
Beach water is crystal clear, which the color makes you feel so peaceful.
Except the weather part turns me off,
it's burning hot over here, which max is 40 degrees I've experienced.
I went to the night view in Perth as well,
the scenery just made me "jaw dropped".
Wanted to take some pictures, but I was at the ferry port,
where the lightnings in the building are just too far away,
which nothing had been captured.

Orientation somehow ended,
met some seniors who are doing Pharmacy as well,
and they speak exact same thing.
Which got me feel the stress coming on even before classes start.
I need to do well, go on smoothly with the 4 years I'm doing over here,
I'm praying to myself, Yes I need to pull myself together,
to hang on.
The advices alerted me that, It's not gonna be easy,
since I'm here, I should just do the best.
I can't be possibly letting my parents down,
the amount of hard-earn money that they put in for me,
it's more than i could ever ask for.

Bless me for classes starting on Monday,
weeks or even years.
cya!