Things ain't going right enough, at least not what I expected.
Just felt so tired, for everything I've been trying, and afterall it's still zero.
Searching jobs high and low, an unexpected call while having dinner,
afterall, still I got rejected. I'm fine with it, just sick of being rejected,
and seeing all the "Thank you" emails, just made me so tired.
Mind went whirl while having the test on Friday,
messed up my thoughts, which I don't even understand, why I got all my principles upside down.
It's not suppose to be that case, but still it turn out to be. What's done cannot be undone.
I was just holding on to this little hope, that I don't screwed the test too badly.
All along, the smile, the brave front that I'm putting on, is not pure enough.
Believe it or not, I say I'm okay with it, I've gotten use to being rejected.
But actually, deep down, I know I'm still hanging on to some hopes.
Lost my transperth card while travelling yesterday.
Yes, sucha careless mistake.
I need to wake up from my dream, seems like I've been living in a mist this week.
Time to wake up, time to brace myself up again,
after all the down feelings.
I need a hot bath, to to remind me that, everything's gonna be okay,
it's just about when is the time.
Pray for me. I will be grateful.
