Woke upp at 5am..going to sch with my sis.
Reached sch at 7.00 something.

7.30, i went to causeway point to meet cinny & yuxuan.
When i reached, they alreadyy eaten..
chatting for few minutes..
den took mrt to ang mo kio, for work..as flyers.

It was still early when we reached thr, so we sat down at 1 table and chat,
Suddenly,i received a call from wgs, my sch...
I was so shocked..the teacher looking for my mum,
saying vp is looking for her, about streaming things..
Felt so scared..called my mum and told her..

A while later, i received my mum's msg,
saying my chance in e1 will be very high..
the feelings aft i saw the msg was
only 1 word : "confused"..
it may be counted a "good news" to be perhaps.

Started to work at 10.00am,
it was tiring job..
when finishing the first block..
a grp of boys..
donno how to sayy..
until i very angry,
then i went back to meet they all.
i thought i was not going to continue...
but i the end think le a while..
since come le, why cant i put the effort in?
so continue doing..

everything went on smoothly,
but i sprained my hand too..
till the latest block,
after finishing..we sat down.
then, ..................

everybody face expression changed.
i donno what more can i do.
the only thing i know that is,
everything is my fault.
i shld not...

Then, nobody was talking..everybody was soo quiet.
and i am rushing of time..so i strted asking.
but they dont seems to be going bck first.
so i went back on my own.
without knowing whr is the mrt station..

I quiclky went off..
tears drop when on the way to the station.
i felt so guilty..everyhting is my fault,
i have never done anything right bfor,
i realise..crying and crying non-stopping..
i am always the one at fault.
thinking, why cant i grow upp?
hais.

went to custom straight away to meet sis and dad.
the time is just nice..
Back to home.

The spammer is right,
i am just a girl living in the world just for ppl hating me,
i am trying to change..really
but,
maybe i shld not exist in this world...
how i wished i did not exist bfore..

SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.
SORRY..
can it really be solved?

*A mystery*

Woke upp at 5am..going to sch with my sis.
Reached sch at 7.00 something.

7.30, i went to causeway point to meet cinny & yuxuan.
When i reached, they alreadyy eaten..
chatting for few minutes..
den took mrt to ang mo kio, for work..as flyers.

It was still early when we reached thr, so we sat down at 1 table and chat,
Suddenly,i received a call from wgs, my sch...
I was so shocked..the teacher looking for my mum,
saying vp is looking for her, about streaming things..
Felt so scared..called my mum and told her..

A while later, i received my mum's msg,
saying my chance in e1 will be very high..
the feelings aft i saw the msg was
only 1 word : "confused"..
it may be counted a "good news" to be perhaps.

Started to work at 10.00am,
it was tiring job..
when finishing the first block..
a grp of boys..
donno how to sayy..
until i very angry,
then i went back to meet they all.
i thought i was not going to continue...
but i the end think le a while..
since come le, why cant i put the effort in?
so continue doing..

everything went on smoothly,
but i sprained my hand too..
till the latest block,
after finishing..we sat down.
then, ..................

everybody face expression changed.
i donno what more can i do.
the only thing i know that is,
everything is my fault.
i shld not...

Then, nobody was talking..everybody was soo quiet.
and i am rushing of time..so i strted asking.
but they dont seems to be going bck first.
so i went back on my own.
without knowing whr is the mrt station..

I quiclky went off..
tears drop when on the way to the station.
i felt so guilty..everyhting is my fault,
i have never done anything right bfor,
i realise..crying and crying non-stopping..
i am always the one at fault.
thinking, why cant i grow upp?
hais.

went to custom straight away to meet sis and dad.
the time is just nice..
Back to home.

The spammer is right,
i am just a girl living in the world just for ppl hating me,
i am trying to change..really
but,
maybe i shld not exist in this world...
how i wished i did not exist bfore..

SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.
SORRY..
can it really be solved?

*A mystery*