It was not a good dayy actually.
Reachh sch at 7.00am..with my sis.
Walking alone all the way from corridor to corridor.
I alreadyy knew i m in what class by now..
just dont wish to face it ..
Walking alone is the is a trial, for me to know,
what kind of feeling will it be to be alone.
Sitiing outside co room, stare at blank space doing nth.
Slowly, sf they all came...cos they have xtra prac.
When the clock struck 9.00am,
i rush down to first floor to check for the result.
It was really disappointing..but mdm ang had xpained it.
I stilll couldnt take it.
Went back to co room, talking with cinny in storeroom,
like quarelling, sorry for the bad attitude.
Walk to vista point after that.
Dun wish to elaborate, doing something..
Reach sch, i thought i am ok by the time..
sitting outside co room..
when "she" came, she talk with jasmine abut it.
I am just beside, they are talking all those thing..
that really hurts..crying even worse ..
why must u say all those in front of me?
it really hurts me alot..
but u may be right too.
co have been cancel todayy..
cos o level is having it in class..
meeting...eat..
den back home.
Getting in the car, heard what u have said.i got a shock. why? why?i appreciated ur help, but i hate it..After hearing it, wish that i will not get into e1 anymore.Just because u all hve not ask my permission,now what am i thinking i donno at all.shld i appeal or not appeal?hais..*''what a good day it was''*
