Firstly, i want to apologise to
Yuxuan, cinny, jasmine, laykim, sengfong, sharon, bee kian, sokling, shumin, angelia ...SORRY for today's attitude. SORRYTodayy, having SEP programme.
I am in archery. with 3 other girls.
dont really feel like going actually.
In the bus journey, "enjoyed".
cos sitting alone in a place and listen to mp3,
until want to cryy. donno whys.
But of cos i didnt.
Reach thr, waited for other class to come.
Den started learning.
The thing was so heavy, my hand is soo pain.
Had competition amongg the grps,
my grp is the 1st group to be "tao tai".
So honoured .
about 1.30pm, went back to sch.
Was sitting alone in the bus agaiin.
"enjoyed". then they 3 sit behind together,.
2.05pm reached sch.
straight away went to co room. get changed.
jasmine they all alreadyy reached. so fastt.
i dun really have the mood to say hi cos my head very pain,
like kena hit by the arrow.
Co started at 3.00pm somthing.
Whole day combinig. The same conductor as last week.
My mood not very stable still by now.
donno whys. hais.
den when having combine, i thought the music will cool me down.
But, it does not. In fact, make me bcome more agitated.
In the middle of the combine, really cannot take it liao,
so wish to run out of co room to go and shout or even cry out loud.
But mange to take back again.
Keep playing wrong notes during combine, den the part that i need to play,
i sitting thr doing nth. and sorry for all the attitude during combine.
After combine, went out to called sis, but she is only beside me.
I still called her. What am i doing?
den sf pass me the shoe that i lend to sharon.
Then i shouted bck to him.
Sorry hors, i really dont meant to do it. SORRY.
Then i asked my sis helped me take cos i need to take my pipa and the heavy bag i am carrying.
She find excuses, nvm den i ask sharon can help me take back 1 day,
den tmr give me back.
I havent listen to what she say den i turn back liao.
SORRY, i m just crazy all of sudden.
Then, went back hm with all the malaysians.
Reach hm, feeling badd. I am offending so many ppl.Just wanting to say SORRY to all of them.SORRY ...SORRY...Will i be fine tmr? hopingg...